The whole of last week + start of this week has been like a bad dream. I've mutilated my diet, put off going to the gym, realized I have a 4-hour break in between classes for every f****** Monday next semester, have taken on more responsibility than my mental health can handle, got a 'credit' for New Genres after I was promised my mark would elevate if I put in extra hours (which I did, at 6am, on a freezing day) and have exactly a week of holidays left (which I'll be spending picking up pieces from all my failures and others). Individually (and possibly overall), these are things that are petty. But I am a very neurotic person - if something is out of place, I freak out. Whatever is not in my immediate control = bad. I guess this is why I have an eating disorder. I feel like I've just lost control of everything really. And I recently realized (a year and a half into my very expensive degree) I don't want to be a video artist or experimental animator. I want to be a fashion editor. But I'm stuck. Hey - at least I'm in university right? f*** this.

On a better note, check out [link] - she is FUCKING FANTASTIC. New artist, but no doubt on the road to online glory.



And this guy, he's for photography what Rembrandt is for painting -